“I’m too young to help anyone.”
“I’m only worth what I get done.”
“Something in me is still broken.”
Gabor Maté heard all three in one evening on stage with Jay Shetty, and his answer was one of the kindest things said about self-improvement in a long time. Self-improvement, he said, can be an attack on yourself. If you are working to improve, you are making an accusation. You are telling yourself you are not enough as you are.
He is right. And if those sentences sound like yours, nothing is wrong with you for having them. They are what it looks like from inside a way of seeing almost everyone was handed.
The trouble is where Maté says the accusation comes from. His answer is your childhood. Mine is Thought, in this moment. That one difference decides whether the attack ever ends.
What he gets right
Maté says that whatever you think is wrong with you once kept you safe. The child who stopped saying no did it to stay loved. The adult who still can’t say no is running an old adaptation, and there is no moral failure in that.
That takes the blame off people, and it matters. He also catches something most teachers miss. A young man told him he felt too young to guide anyone. Maté stopped him. Tired is a feeling, he said. Sad is a feeling. “I’m too young” is a belief.
He is very close there. Then he turns around and looks the other way.
Mistake one: the past as the cause
In the same evening Maté quoted the Buddha: with our minds we create the world. Then he added what he called the more modern part. Before our minds create the world, the world creates our minds.
That sentence is the outside-in paradigm, said with great compassion.
It means the cause of what you feel today sits back there. In a house, in a parent who couldn’t see you, in a culture that only values what you produce. Your present becomes the product of your past.
But no feeling you have ever had came from your past. Every one of them came from Thought, in the moment you felt it. A memory is a thought happening now, and it feels like the past because that is what the thought is about. The person you were lived somewhere else, and none of it is reaching forward into this moment.
The house you grew up in is not in the room with you. The thought of it is.
Mistake two: healing as work on the contents
Once the cause is in the past, healing has to go there too. So the work becomes inquiry. What did I believe in that moment? Where did I learn this? Would I say this to a friend? Maté’s last word to the audience was a question to keep asking for the rest of your life: what is true for me?
It is gentle work, and far kinder than the inner critic. But it is still work on the contents of thinking. Every one of those questions sorts through the material, hoping to find the right piece and set it down.
And the material never runs out. Maté said, laughing, that at eighty-one he is still going through his midlife crisis. I believe him. That is what a search looks like when it is aimed at the contents, however kindly it is done.
This is where self-improvement comes back in. “I’m not enough” becomes “I’m not healed enough yet.” The accusation he named so well is still there, wearing softer clothes.
When the past was real
On that stage Maté spoke about a woman who, at five years old, could not fight back against the people hurting her. He told her it was survival, and that it had nothing to do with cowardice. A small child had no other way through.
He is right, and nothing here takes that from anyone. What happened, happened. Pain is pain, and a child in danger is in danger.
What it does not grant is where experience is generated now. Someone raised in that house will have those thoughts often, and thoughts that come often feel like a wound stored somewhere. But habit is not storage. Each time the thought arrives, it is made fresh, through Thought, in that moment.
That is better news than any theory of stored damage could offer.
Something being made now can stop being made now.
It doesn’t have to be dug up first.
What was already there
One moment that evening says more than the theory around it. Maté told a young mother that the part of her that notices when she ignores her gut is already there. It doesn’t have to be created. He asked her what it felt like. First she said peace. Then, more sure, confidence.
That is the inside, and it showed up without any digging. Nobody handed it to her, Maté included. It is in her the way it is in every human being, and it shows up the moment the busy thinking about what is wrong with her goes quiet.
His explanation leaves no room for that half. If the world makes our minds, then whatever is good in us has to be rebuilt out of the damage. It was never damaged. It was only covered over, by thought, happening now. Which means it is right there, where wisdom has always been found, and you can find it without repairing anything first.
What this is not
Maté’s compassion is real, and it has changed a great many lives. Plenty of people have been helped in a therapist’s room, and being met with real kindness matters.
It doesn’t say your childhood didn’t matter either. It says your childhood is not what you are feeling right now.
The baby
Maté has a test he likes to use. Look at a one-day-old baby. It can’t do anything at all. Would anyone say it is not enough?
Nobody would. And that baby is enough before any healing, any inquiry, any finding out what is true for it. Enough was never something to be earned.
Nothing was taken from that baby that has to be given back. It is still here.
It is the one reading this.
Drawn from Dr. Gabor Maté in conversation with Jay Shetty, “Self-Improvement Can Be an Attack on Yourself”, on the Jay Shetty Podcast. Whatever you saw here, you saw.
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